gratitude

When I was young I pondered what I would do for love. I yearned for it so, never having known it in the way written about in fiction novels. I ached to be embraced, to be accepted, to be seen and realized and finally over come with that feeling of.. Alive. And since that day, so long ago now, I have searched for it. That love where every thing makes sense and the world is a perfect place that glitters with decadence. And in my heart I believe this song to exist even though every experience I’ve had suggests it doesn’t and can’t. But still I search.. high and low, until I find the chance to connect in the way my heart has always looked to.
And, in moments I feel it happen and the leap of joy my soul takes is more necessary than breathing. But, as I have wandered this earth and realized the actuality of being alone, I can not help but search longingly for more of those moments where life makes sense. Where what I say is not only accepted but understood and agreed with. Where what I suggest is not only complimented but implemented and built upon. Where each day is approached in the same way as I see it ~ as a wonder full new beginning.

There are moments, more and more moments, that I share in this way. And, for that, all I’ve got to say is : Thanks.