dusk

once a man built me a fire and, beside it, we gathered : warmth
and the light there in trans formed as we gathered strength
for the storm

in love there are only losers
for, all ways, we stand a lone
and in the bitterness that becomes our darkness
we shine on
we shine on


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and in the moment i am killed
as every dream, shatters

and in the moment i am born
as every reality, blossoms

to be human is to exist in : both


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give me a pill for the loneliness i feel, to help take away this pain..
cut my throat a long the razor, until i bleed it all a way...
fill my heart with songs of servitude so i can live for ever
i beg and i beg and i beg
'til no more words are left

like a vampire to your whim i suck the life from you
and then we wonder why we you me can't move in this rein

we breathe , we fly , we die in side
'til we are together never again

never again
never again
never again


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your words
promises
blood
dripping from
your lips
that i lap
up
sticky exuberance
of love
and dreams
and fancy things
that die
in yearning
as i starve
and cling
to your
in sides
out side
my heart


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whisper my name a cross the moon lit sky and i will come down upon you and change your life


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7:40pm
29 october 2011