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i was asked once :
"what do you want to be when you grow up?"
and, for years, i struggled to find :
the answer.

each day i would contemplate how best i would like
to de fine my self

i studied many different subjects
running circles
changing degrees
spending money
on courses
i now have no record of

a breadth of knowledge with no official 'degree'

so, to the commom folk, i am : stupidity
aim less, i wander, as : me

twenty eight
no, not in college
no, not in career
no, not aiming to be
for ~ i am me
and that is some thing no one can teach me

so, that question, that i still get asked,
again and again and again
"what, meagan, exactly, do you want to do and be?"

the answer, plain and simple, as any one can see
is : Me.