su i cide

i can not help but laugh in the face of your concern
kill my self?
please...
if you knew the shit i've tredged through
both slow ly and quick ly
you would have no fear for me
every day i challenge my self
every day i put my self in situations that i should not
return from
but i do
every single time
be cause,
i am
the alpha and the omega
i was here be fore
and
i will be here
a gain
you can not get rid of me so easily, my friend
for i have travelled far
in sun and storm
and have no fear
of getting wet
i play in fire
dance in streets
no thing can ever contain me
for i am free

kill my self?!
please.
i was here
be fore you ever knew me
and, here, is where i'll all ways

be.