Monday, April 16, 2012

poems to depend on

i think of all the times i've come to you
in urgency ; in exhaustion

i think of all the times i've tried to tell you i love you
as i see the fear ; as i see the hesitance

in : both of us


the journey to you has been a path i've walked my entire life
as i've stretched and pushed and aimed to understand
all that 'this love' was

be for e i was selfish
wounded
hurt

i could not see the other for i was caught up in
my self

but, you...
you gave me the perspective i was talking about

the ability to see out side so i might under stand in side

that's the circle we talk about


how long have i been here?
the aim was constant and now
the outcome : the same

i have al ways been in this love i have for you
it was the song my heart al ways knew


only , before , i didn't have you to sing to.



Meagan Ishtar


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